Have you ever tried studying with your computer in front of you? It's near IMPOSSIBLE!

Seriously! Here I am, with my laptop in front of me (I put internet on it.. as many people I know predicted) and my Civics/History books in front of the laptop.

I cannot study. I can but I can't. Well, not really anyway. I've got two topics left, and have a page left on my first topic. Which is about the medieval manor, which Miss Kariman said was ery important and we should know everything about it.

Agghhh... studying SUCKS. Anyway, I have to scan my laptop for viruses. And study...

Ahh.. I'm procrastinating. AGAIN :(

Oh my God, every Trent Ford website is blocked! What on EARTH? It's not like he's posing porn or something! *mutters* Maybe just like y'know, maybe he was an underwear model.. but who DOESN'T wanna see Trent Ford in underwear?

I know I do.

I have an Algebra exam tomorrow. I didn't start studying yet. I lost my self-teach worksheet that my teacher gave me. UGH! Can somebody scan it and send it to me or something? Please?! Because I was really counting on that sheet to help me study!

Just went and saw How To Deal with my cousins (Sara and Susan) and my uncle. The movie is like, the dumbest movie ever. I felt like I was watching a music video or something.

Who starts dancing when they're best friend is giving birth? And who goes to the SEWERS for a romantic date? And what was that whole music video thing that they had when they were 'spending time with each other'?

As much as I hated those parts, they were so hilarious, it's so much fun going to the movies with your cousins.

But I have to make an exception, Trent Ford was so cute! He's like this really nice clash of Shane West and Josh Hartnett. Especially when Macon's (is that his name? :P) best friend die and he gives the whole speech.

I just made a graphic on photoshop 7 and thought it would be nice to share it with you all. Since I'm so damn satisfied with it.

What do you think? Do you believe I made this graphic? Well, Budour, Mahira, Noor, and Mashael saw me do half of it at school, as you can see.. when I got home I did a few add-ons.

Basically I used brushes from insomniac brushes, the picture of the scorpion was given to me by my cousin, but I don't know where he got it from. The font name is called Pixel Crud BRK I just got it from... abstract fonts. i think Emm, I also used a bit of dodge tool on the scorpion image, since it was grey around the edges.

Well yes that's about it, I don't believe one would like it so much that they'd actually put it on their website, but if you do so.. please credit me! Or ask for my permisson. But seriously, who'd want to take it?

If you have any pictures of scorpions, please send them to me! And does anybody know where I can get fire brushes? I wonder who's gonna answer me

What do you think of the name Scorpion Ivy? Nahar suggested it... like scorpion poison, poison ivy. heh, only intelligent people would think of that.

just got back from school and i'm so tired. i got ghaya to drop me off, and told this girl to tell nahar that she did. i doubt the girl will tell her. nahar might be waiting for a long time.

me and taleen are supposed to go to the cinema at 2:45. i don't think we'll make it *Shrugs* I don't really mind, 'cause i seriously wanna get some sleep.

i got 41/50 in my science exam. how sucky, i was totally expecting better. poor ghaya, she got 27/50. my God, she studied more than me.. but then again she had difficulty in the exam. i wonder what i got wrong.. probably the physics part. ugh.

Oh Lookie lookie, I seemed to have added a poll! Maybe you'll vote now, all you have to do is choose the best one and click 'Vote' Please?

pro·cras·ti·nate ( P ) Pronunciation Key (pr-krst-nt, pr-)

v. pro·cras·ti·nat·ed, pro·cras·ti·nat·ing, pro·cras·ti·nates

v. intr.

To put off doing something, especially out of habitual carelessness or laziness.

v. tr.

To postpone or delay needlessly.

and to think some people dunno what that means. excluding me.

On thursday mahira came over from 2-5 and then at 7:30 we went to the lovely Thiland/Chinese restraunts in the wafi pyramids, you must try it, it's completely the best restaurant I know. We went to celebrate my birthday. We: meaning Nahar, mom, dad, Layla, Layla's dad, and Reem.

Just thought that might be.. interesting. Absolutely not. Um..

We started end of term exams today (for those of you who dunno, our weekends are thursday and friday) and I did my french exam, which was incredibly and unsurprisingly easy, just as she said it would be. Hmm, lemme schedule it out.

Saturday 8/Nov - French [e]
Sunday 9/Nov - English [e]
Monday 10/Nov - Science [h]
Tuesday 11/Nov - No Exam
Wednesday 12/Nov - Islamic [e]

Saturday 15/Nov - Algebra [e]
Sunday 16/Nov - Civics a.k.a History [m]
Monday 17/Nov - I.T a.k.a computer [e]
Tuesday 18/Nov - Arabic [e]
Wednesday 19/Nov - Geometry [m]

Yes, that is about it. The ones which have [e] next to them mean that it is my prediction that they would be easy, and if they have [h] next to them then my prediction is that they would be hard. [m] Basically means medium.

Surprisingly, I only have one hard subject, Science, and I bet if I just paid attention in class than it would be easy too.

Ugh, I have to go print out worksheets for science. For those of you who are in my class and who are wondering, go to glencoe.com to get them. If you are intelligent then you will figure out how to access the worksheet area. Don't you DARE call and ask me what to do.

"my only love sprung from my only hate" shakespeares romeo and juliet.

I'm so tired. I just woke up and ate iftar. And I completely stuffed myself, which I shouldn't have done because we're going out for dinner tonight... to celebrate my birthday. I have to make my descision about the website because we need to make it final on what to call it.

What the hell, I post and ask for suggestions and I visit my site to check if anybody had suggestions, but all I get is the same messages in the chatbox. Am I antisocial on the internet or something?

God, what the hell ugh. Originally, today Mahira and I were supposed to go to Budour's house. She [Buodur] said come after iftar because there was a change of plans and she's going to her grandma's house, then I told Mahira and she said she couldn't, and I realized I couldn't either 'cause we're going out for dinner. So we postponed it for tomorrow. And now my mom is telling me they postponed the dinner for tomorrow, and if that's the case then I would've wasted a whole two days. But I'll see if maybe they can come over from 1-5 PM.. hopefully.

What a mess man. Who likes to read through these stupid problems of mine. Argh, I feel so dead. I'm tired and exhausted, I have guitar lessons tomorrow morning and I didn't memorize the few noes we were supposed to memorize. And I didn't practice anything either. If it's always like this than I'll never come to play the electric guitar

I feel so overloaded, my mind is crowded with useless thoughts and worries. I need something to clear my mind. Something like a really good piece of fanfiction, and one that I havn't read before. Or a page full of amazing domain-name ideas which arn't taken, and there's so many that I can't possibly choose something I like.

Or maybe getting an electric guitar. Oh how I so want one

I think I came up with a name! But it's sorta sucky and I don't think it's that great. www.scorpiontation.net pronounced: scor-pi-yan-tai-shun. If you couldn't figure that out. But still, I know I can come up with better ideas. It's just that I can't. Not right now when I feel so stressed.

I wanna screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaammmmm.

Like go: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wanna release my caged up stress. It's making me go crazy.