The Good Charlotte CD rocks.

My birthday is tomorrow.

I still have a homework overload and I didn't do anything yet.

I'm gonna be 13 in two days

I'm gonna get my own .net in two days

Yaay, I so can't wait. Buuuut. BUT! I still don't have a damned name for it. Maybe I should just call it freakadoodle and live with it. Although I don't wanna! I mean, I can still imagine being 16 and having that as my domain. It just, doesn't work.

“I’m becoming this, all I want to do is be more like me and be less like you”

That song is so nice. Hmm. (For those of you who don’t know, it’s Numb by Linkin Park) Yesterday I was completely dead. I was half asleep most of the day, and the other half I was working on my civics project. As much as I love doing it, it really does exhaust you.

Today I was invited to Mashael’s (Pronounce Michelle) house for Iftar. We had fun, although I had to come back home early. We were trying to catch a glimpse of the hot Hugo-model-look-a-like half the time. Her cats are so cute… I wish I had a cat… that wouldn’t die on me. I suck at taking care of animals.

Yay, I finished 2 and ½ ajza of the Quran. I’ve reached al-Umran. I should finish it by Friday or something.

I wanna join a message board. My life on the internet is so boring. I just visit this isolated diary to see if anybody posted on the board, and as predicted, nobody ever does. And I check my email. I don’t do anything anymore. My God, how do I waste my time? Okay, umm I come home from school watch TV uhh.. sleep. Have iftar. Go on the internet and do nothing. Ponder around the house aimlessly. Watch TV. Then at midnight I do my homework.

Procrastinating sucks.

From how bored I am. I usually reread my favorite fanfictions, considering you never find any good ones anymore. And there actually is, Nahar is always recommending me some. But I can’t be bothered anymore. I don’t have time anymore.

Ha, yeah right.

I didn’t even practice guitar, so much of dreaming about playing the electric guitar. Life is so blah for me right now. And we have finals in two weeks. And I can’t study anything. I just can’t. And we have this big civics project. And I have to do an oral presentation for English. I’m gonna die of stress one day!

I say this as if I spend my entire day studying. I always leave everything to the end. It’s my worst habit in the entire world.

Dad got me Office XP without FrontPage. I’m gonna go crazy. The only things I use from Office XP are Word and FrontPage.

Nahar is going crazy about my grammar. She should be an English teacher. Mmm. I have to sit here and watch her do something on the internet. Unlike me, I don’t do anything.

Ugh, what’s the point of complaining?

My birthday is in... 5 days. I should be getting my real domain name in 5 days. I haven’t even thought up of a name. Let’s ask the grammar genius, aka, my sister.

Does nobody care about me in this world? I need help here! HELLLO! Argh.

I need chips Oman and Snickers. The grocery next to our house is crap. Ugh. Ugh. UGH.

I’m going to go now.

I have to go to school in a bit. Except I’m so bored and I’ve been walking around the house aimlessly for awhile now. I know I should be studying for my French quiz, but I can’t bring myself to open the book.

This morning, I woke up and wanted to eat but then I heard the athaan. So I just prayed and went to sleep. Now I’m not really hungry, but I’ve got 10 or 9 hours ahead of me. I hope I don’t starve.

I didn’t even pack my bag or do anything yet, just put on my school uniform. So now I’m just… sitting on my bed and looking around my room. Just reassuring myself every now and then that I will have difficulty in my French quiz. Oh what the hell, I might as well go get ready for school. Thank God we finish at 1:40.

2:52 pm

On normal days, I’d be waiting at school right now. But fortunately, it’s not a normal day, and I just had a nice cold shower and prayed. And now I’m seriously hungry. I walked into my house to the smell of delicious food baking in the oven. Have you ever heard of the saying ‘In Ramadan, everything seems to taste better’? Well, of course you didn’t. I just made it up with pure wisdom. But it’s seriously true. On a normal day everything taste so blah. But in Ramadan it’s like “Finally! Food!” Although the food is so delectable, I don’t eat much. You’re not supposed to anyway. It’s bad for you if you eat a lot.

I am so tired. I really want to sleep. Today we’ve got loads of homework. Civics, math, English, study for an English quiz.. and look for articles about Ramadan for English. And worry about taking my laptop to school.

I have to take it tomorrow. Except that’s not the problem. The problem is that when I asked Miss Hiba (our school secretary) for permission, she said “Okay, but you can only use it for Civics. And you must bring it to me and then take it when the period starts, and return it when the period ends.” I don’t want to leave my laptop with her! Not that I feel like she’s gonna do anything to it… it’s password protected anyway, but when it’s with me I feel more secure. I’d rather have it next to my desk than leave it with her.

Then when I asked the school principal about it she said “Yes but I don’t want you to abuse it, I trust you. Other girls bring their laptops and listen to music. But if your going to do that than I’ll ask you to keep it with miss hiba.” See! Miss Atira trusts me! Miss Hiba believes that I’m gonna listen to music or something. Oh My God, let her use her common sense, it’s RAMADAN! People don’t listen to music in Ramadan. At least I don’t… not when I’m fasting.

Maybe she thinks I’m some kind of unreligious freak. Maybe it’s because last year when Sheikha brought her laptop I watched Harry Potter on it. *shrugs* I dunno! All I know is that she doesn’t trust me with a laptop.

Anyway, I talked to Miss Kariman about it and she said she’ll talk to Miss Hiba. So hopefully, I’ll get to keep my precious with me. Besides, I’ll need to use it for English too, if I ask Miss Hiba to have it back for English I bet she’ll think I want it to play with it, or listen to music or something.

I would like to watch Pirates of the Caribbean, but I wouldn’t risk the fact that I might get caught. Besides, there isn’t anytime to watch it. It’s 2 and 30 minutes long. Anyway… I want to do my homework.

It’s Ramadan tonight. I have plans to wake up at 5AM, eat, pray, go back to sleep, and wake up at 7:45 am. School starts at 8:30 and finishes at 1:40. Absolutely perfect. I love our schedules in Ramadan. Each lesson is half an hour, and most of it is wasted anyway. Except I think this year they minimized the breaks and made our lesson 40 minutes long. Stupid.

I prayed taraweeh. For the first time in my life, and I’m very happy and proud of myself. Yay.

I have a French quiz tomorrow, and I studied, but not well. I feel drowsy now, so I think I’ll revise everything tomorrow morning. Today I slept. A lot. I came home from school, had lunch, and slept till 7 PM. isn’t it weird that after you pray you become really tired? I think it’s weird. My aunt said it’s the devil trying to lull you to sleep *shudders* Now that’s freakish.

Wandering something? Yes, I am typing on my laptop. I prefer typing than writing in my diary. When I first got my laptop dad was like ‘Now are you going to forget about your diary and type everything on your laptop?’ I said ‘no way, writing is so much different than typing...at least writing is preserved, computers crash and most of your info get lost anyway... I prefer writing’ ha! Look what I’m doing now, why don’t you.

As much as I love writing, when it comes to the end of the day, and you’ve been holding pens for the first 8 hours of the day.. and more, considering homework—you just don’t feel like holding the pen and writing in your diary. It’s much more comfortable typing, especially when you can type quickly.

Speaking of my laptop—which, I never stop speaking about—I got nice new wallpaper for it. Before I just had this boring old graphic I made. But now I downloaded some off the net to put on my computer *checks out the wallpaper* I love Pirates of the Caribbean. Orlando Bloom looks so hot in the wallpaper. Ahh…

If anybody wants orlando/POTC wallpaper, I recommend you to go to the Orlando Bloom Fan Board. Or something like that. The members make amazing stuff. If I had time I would try and do that too… but unfortunately, I don’t have time *sigh* anyway, I’m really sleepy. I might as well go to sleep and rest my brain cells.